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Dark shadows
By:Ashdea
I am being haunted by dark shadows they are there everywhere i go, eveywhere i am they are there. I try to hide but they always find me. Its like a game of hide and seek. I try to run but they always catch up. I try to sleep but all i can hear are endless screams. I try to fight but they are to strong. I try to run, scream, cry for help again but its no use. Im frozen like i am paralyzed im unable to move i;m unable to speak. i am completely alone in darkness for all eternity i am held apart from everything i know and love i am cut from everything i know and love. i have no choice but to surrender. As my mind goes blank my body goes numb. remain like that, solitary eternal. then a shadowy awarness starts to creep upon me its tugging from a place outside of my reach. Until i'm yanked out of hell.
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· Jan 12 2012A difference in time
By: Ashdea
I can feel the pain swelling deep inside of me, I get so 
I don’t know if I should cry or scream, but we both know that wont o a thing, I get so puzzled it seems that im going around in circles that my life is the same, it’s the same repeat over and over again, this pain still has not disappeared I don’t know how to get rid of it? What should I do? I get weaker by the day, from the lack of sleep, I don’t know if I am going crazy or what, the world seems differently when you’re in pain.
I don’t know if I should cry or scream, but we both know that wont o a thing, I get so puzzled it seems that im going around in circles that my life is the same, it’s the same repeat over and over again, this pain still has not disappeared I don’t know how to get rid of it? What should I do? I get weaker by the day, from the lack of sleep, I don’t know if I am going crazy or what, the world seems differently when you’re in pain.Leave a reply
· Jan 12 2012Familiar Stranger
By: Ashdea
I put my hand on the mirror, I can feel the sorrow deep inside, in my reflection there was no one, no one I loved there before me, not in spirit or in body, it wasn’t a ghost or an angel or an enemy, it wasn’t a mist or a cloud or a memory, it was an unknown, as the ashes had all fallen, I could see, the moon, silver in the sky, like a patch of moonlight just as death, that’s when I noticed, the reflection is not mine, its someone else, it’s a familiar stranger
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· Jan 12 2012
wow that was so awesome!!!!!!Epic!!!
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· Jan 11 2012@OutWithTheBullets
Thanks awesome
i men thats. and cool
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· Jan 11 2012@Ashdea
i wrote about 25-30 poems only like 6 or 7 are happy
i wrote about 25-30 poems only like 6 or 7 are happy
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· Jan 11 2012@OutWithTheBullets
Thanks awesome
Thanks awesome
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· Jan 11 2012@Ashdea
Something to Fear
By: Ashdea
A chill on ur skin to ur bones
is something to fear
There is nothing left to fear but the dark
The light no longer lingers therefore it does not exist.
Fear the dark for the shadows live.
the shadows heart is hollow therefore they feel no pain.
With no pain there is no remorse.
See the sorrow in their eyes
For that is true.
One thing is true.
Fear does exist
Something to Fear
By: Ashdea
A chill on ur skin to ur bones
is something to fear
There is nothing left to fear but the dark
The light no longer lingers therefore it does not exist.
Fear the dark for the shadows live.
the shadows heart is hollow therefore they feel no pain.
With no pain there is no remorse.
See the sorrow in their eyes
For that is true.
One thing is true.
Fear does exist
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· Jan 11 2012thanks
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· Jan 10 2012@bluez
the anieme one its cute ^.^
Ashley
16, Female (United States)
Jul 01, 2011
16, Female (United States)
Jul 01, 2011
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My nickname is Blondie because I am a blonde and I have a lot of blonde moments. I go on a website called loveislonley.com if you want to read my poems go to that website then search up ashdea, for my username, but the author would say ashley. I also go on youtube my account name is barbiegirl1369.Tools of the trade
I use a pencil to draw then if i feel like i use a sharpe to outline. I hate coloring my drawings. I think it ruines the drawing.Favourite books
Night, House of night series, fallen series, wicked series, Green Angel, Cryers Cross, MisfitsFavourite movies
Any horror movies, any disney. My fav disney movie is Lion King.Favourite music
Evanescence, seether, hinder, three days grace, Flyleaf, metallica, acdc, guns, n roses, hollywood undead, skillet, white(rob) zombie, system of a down, nickleback, five finger death, Elena Siegman, kid rock, marylin mason, limp bizkit, disturbed, foo fighters, drowning pool, jet, In this Moment, Evans Blue, Slipknot, Skillet............Hobbies
Writing, playing games: mw3, tomb raider, resident evil, legend of dragoon and more.Last login
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My nickname is Blondie because I am a blonde and I have a lot of blonde moments. I go on a website called loveislonley.com if you want to read my poems go to that website then search up ashdea, for my username, but the author would say ashley. I also go on youtube my account name is barbiegirl1369.Tools of the trade
I use a pencil to draw then if i feel like i use a sharpe to outline. I hate coloring my drawings. I think it ruines the drawing.Favourite books
Night, House of night series, fallen series, wicked series, Green Angel, Cryers Cross, MisfitsFavourite movies
Any horror movies, any disney. My fav disney movie is Lion King.Favourite music
Evanescence, seether, hinder, three days grace, Flyleaf, metallica, acdc, guns, n roses, hollywood undead, skillet, white(rob) zombie, system of a down, nickleback, five finger death, Elena Siegman, kid rock, marylin mason, limp bizkit, disturbed, foo fighters, drowning pool, jet, In this Moment, Evans Blue, Slipknot, Skillet............Hobbies
Writing, playing games: mw3, tomb raider, resident evil, legend of dragoon and more.Last login
2 weeks agoProfile views
3566
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· Jan 12 2012